In a city so full of history it is easy to have a backward view much of the time. And yes, I do that. I remain fascinated by the architecture, my personal musings about what life must have been at different periods, curiosity about how and when buildings and their use changed, thoughts about the ease with which I/we dismiss the difficult life choices of others, etc., etc., etc. It keeps me continually occupied – and reading.
Now, however, a forward view just has to move front and center. You see, I’ve got to do something to get out of the gloom and gray! We still have snow, admittedly not full storms as we’ve had, in the forecast and the next four days have snowdrops falling out of huge clouds. And most of the time when there isn’t snow, there also isn’t any sun to relieve the monotony. Oh drat!
Do I love Prague any less? You may be certain I do not! She is like a fascinating person who reveals her many moods and depth of wisdom only a little at a time. And yes, I want to continue to learn about her past and participate in her future, to continue to explore the hidden places I often overlook when moving straight forward through a day.
I’m beginning my own “tour” plan, thanks to one of the StJ staff members I’ve gotten to know and admire. She was telling me about her Tour ‘d Prague, weekly trips made randomly to different neighborhoods with her trusty guide book (Czech, darn it) telling all about the various houses and neighborhoods. So I’ve adopted her idea, and as soon as the weather takes a turn for the better, a friend and I are going to set up our own routine. Yesterday I went on a shopping trip (very unusual for me) to a large bookstore right on Václavské Náměstí, the historic square (really a long boulevard) in the center of town. My first purchase (thanks to a lovely C’mas gift from Michael) was a beautiful, full color book about the house markings -- frescoes, statues, wooden signs, etc. -- of historic Prague. There are only a few words on each page, plus an outline map of the location, and it is grouped by neighborhoods. It’ll keep us going till we find other books. Fortunately it is not "coffee table" size even though it is "coffee table" beauty.
And speaking of books, my latest “super read” is For the Love of Prague by Gene Deitch, an American living here nonstop since 1959 – can you believe it -- and very happily married to a Czech. It's really great, if you’re interested in a down-to-earth, first-person account of life from then till now. Mine was the fifth edition, so he's been constantly updating. He is, by the way, an Oscar winning animator who’s worked with Maurice Sendak et al. Very readable and very informative.
So yes, there’s a lot to look forward to. I still have a great teaching schedule, though it has been slower lately (and that’s a good thing) because of cancellations for vacations, heavy work schedules and travel, etc. But I continue to have really super students and look forward to each day.
And I’ve now learned the reason for my multiple xrays, CT scan, bronchoscopy, and doctor’s visits. It turns out I (my body, my lungs, my system, some part of me) had an allergic reaction in my lungs to the pneumonia bacteria. That’s a new one for my medical storehouse! It’s what my “superdoc” saw on all the pictures that he couldn’t identify – and wouldn’t quit until he could! It’s also the reason it’s taking so much longer for me to bounce back (besides age, of course). I continue to be so grateful for the good medical care here. And I continue to get my energy back slowly, noticing little differences each day. The same ol’ “me” – one more thing to look forward to.
Once again I feel so blessed to be living this new chapter of my life. Who would have thought this would be what I could look forward to. Not I. And a backward glance tells me I need to keep watching out for and paying attention to opportunities, big and small. I can see so many wonderful events that prepared me to this time which were totally unappreciated at the time.
I hope your forward look is in place, getting ready for spring, longer days, more sunshine, and new opportunities!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Happy Anniversary to Me
Two years and counting! And what a wonderful time it has been. It feels as though I am in a “perfect middle”, a sort of wonderland between what has been and what will be. It’s difficult to remember all the feelings – excitement, exhaustion, sadness, anticipation, curiosity, (and that’s only the beginning of the list) – of that long ago plane ride. It’s easy to remember the first few days – the people who helped things move forward, the sense of belonging, and most of all, the rightness of moving into a new chapter. It would have been impossible to imagine all the wonders of these past two years.
Some of my musings are about places which have become my favorites: Brevnov Monastery, the Dvorak Museum, Uherske Hradiste (the lovely Moravian town with its annual festival and dear friends), several cozy restaurants, the Zoo, the peace of centuries old sanctuaries, the tram rides past decades and centuries of buildings both graceful and graceless. More often I think of friends, colleagues, and students, the “new” people whose lives have become so important in mine and the seamless way they blend in with those who continue to remain ever present in my thoughts if not my current geography.
It’s the to-do-to-go list which seems to claim a lot of my attention, however. Perhaps it’s the snow and cold, perhaps it’s just a general January routine, or most probably it’s the realization that this isn’t a suspension of some sort – time really is moving along. I’m keeping a real list now, not a mental one, of sunny-day expeditions and rainy-day retreats, places to visit when I have one day free vs. places to go when I have an extra day off. What is difficult is that they all seem to be equally important, none seems optional. Oh my, just have to get at it!
So here I am at the two-year mark, living in the past, the present, and the future all at the same time, and loving every minute of it, whether it's new and exciting or ordinary and frustrating. They are all mine, and there's nowhere else I'd rather be or nothing else I'd rather be doing.
The best thing now, however, is my return to health. It is both amazing and wonderful to see little bits of improvement each day. I see my “super specialist” again Friday for new x-rays. Probably the best description of my feeling now is “cautious optimism”. I know I’m getting better; I just don’t know what my lungs look like.
I begin teaching part time Monday. Am I ready? Probably not as ready as I think I am. And I know I will have to watch the energy level carefully. I’ve been warned about overdoing, and I’m paying attention. A trip to StJ yesterday taught me how quickly I can tire. Again I am so blessed. And so very grateful.
And yes, I want to keep counting these anniversaries, creating new memories, enjoying new friends, and sharing it all with you. It is a new experience to consider it all from this healing cocoon. Now I must get on with doing it! A new year with all its possibilities, just waiting to be lived. . . .
Have a wonderful February – spring is coming!
Some of my musings are about places which have become my favorites: Brevnov Monastery, the Dvorak Museum, Uherske Hradiste (the lovely Moravian town with its annual festival and dear friends), several cozy restaurants, the Zoo, the peace of centuries old sanctuaries, the tram rides past decades and centuries of buildings both graceful and graceless. More often I think of friends, colleagues, and students, the “new” people whose lives have become so important in mine and the seamless way they blend in with those who continue to remain ever present in my thoughts if not my current geography.
It’s the to-do-to-go list which seems to claim a lot of my attention, however. Perhaps it’s the snow and cold, perhaps it’s just a general January routine, or most probably it’s the realization that this isn’t a suspension of some sort – time really is moving along. I’m keeping a real list now, not a mental one, of sunny-day expeditions and rainy-day retreats, places to visit when I have one day free vs. places to go when I have an extra day off. What is difficult is that they all seem to be equally important, none seems optional. Oh my, just have to get at it!
So here I am at the two-year mark, living in the past, the present, and the future all at the same time, and loving every minute of it, whether it's new and exciting or ordinary and frustrating. They are all mine, and there's nowhere else I'd rather be or nothing else I'd rather be doing.
The best thing now, however, is my return to health. It is both amazing and wonderful to see little bits of improvement each day. I see my “super specialist” again Friday for new x-rays. Probably the best description of my feeling now is “cautious optimism”. I know I’m getting better; I just don’t know what my lungs look like.
I begin teaching part time Monday. Am I ready? Probably not as ready as I think I am. And I know I will have to watch the energy level carefully. I’ve been warned about overdoing, and I’m paying attention. A trip to StJ yesterday taught me how quickly I can tire. Again I am so blessed. And so very grateful.
And yes, I want to keep counting these anniversaries, creating new memories, enjoying new friends, and sharing it all with you. It is a new experience to consider it all from this healing cocoon. Now I must get on with doing it! A new year with all its possibilities, just waiting to be lived. . . .
Have a wonderful February – spring is coming!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Once again - - -
- - - the sound of silence. Written, that is. And this time I’m not as “ok” as I’d like to be. I’ve spent the last two weeks abed, quite sick with pneumonia. Surprised me! I will say that during the first (really awful) week, the “p” word never entered my mind. Now I know the fever/ chills were a symptom; I just didn’t know then. Moral of that story – don’t wait for the obvious!
To make a long story short, last Sunday – in a really bad snowstorm which left things snarled for the next 3 days! – I got myself to the hospital (I’ll explain that later) where it seems I surprised even my doc. Another “once again” – I’ve been so fortunate with docs and treatment here. Older man with really good English, consulting in three fields, just happened to have the Sunday duty. After x-rays (roentgen) and a quick blood test, he confirmed I was really sick. Yup. Problem: no room in the inn. He strongly suggested the hospital next door (where I had my surgery), but since he left the door pretty widely ajar for me to come home, I of course did that. I'm glad I did, but it was a quite miserable week, just doing what he said to do and sleepingsleepingsleeping.
I was a little improved Friday, but yesterday seemed to be a turning point. Frankly, I miss some of the lovely hallucinations, both visual and musical! What a pity I had to get this old to “enjoy” those sensations.
I’ll taxi myself back out there today – once again it’s snowing – and get current readings. He prescribed only one week’s meds, which might be changed today, depending on progress. The new “twist” on the usual drugs: he also asked me to use an herbal tea just for pneumonia. Czechs are quite conversant with and reliant on herbal supplements; they are part of the regular “pharmacy” stock and are recommended in response to over-the-counter questions. And work!
I’m taking a o'nite bag with me – he said he might want me to stay this week. My brain wasn’t working – didn’t even occur to me until Saturday that I’d have received IV antibiotics there. Duh. The story till now: I’m doing fine, getting better, and still housebound!
My flatmate has been wonderful. Who knew he’d have three “home health aid” stints! My appreciation is unlimited! Besides being an all-round gentleman, he’s such an interesting person and great conversationalist. Once again – I’m blessed. And yes, I’m missing all my classes, right at exam time.
If you’re not interested in a few brief differences in Czech and US medical systems as I’ve experienced them, then skip to the end. I’m getting better and will be fine – and will write more soon.
If you are interested, here’s a rather disjointed personal commentary about how it works here. Of course I’ve been following some of the health care debates/concerns in both countries, of course I have very strong biases about it, and I’ve also been listening to quite a few of my students on the topic. As with every system, this one has its detractors and personal stories of dissatisfaction and problems. On the whole, I find it pretty workable and I’ve been very gratified with “all” my interactions.
First, yes I am insured. I have to have insurance to get a visa. (I’d rather not be using it, thank you very much!) I cannot have Czech insurance – it’s only for Czechs; Mine is from some large EU company that StJ works with/directs us to. Czechs usually pay 30 crowns ($1.66, today’s rate) to see a doctor. I pay everything upfront at a different rate, and then if the insurance allows it, I’m reimbursed. I also have a quite different charge for prescriptions than Czechs.
Very often, though not always, doctors are gathered at a “poliklinika” (pretty obvious translation), different offices, most specialties represented it seems. I have a “GP” (ok-but-not-good English) as my basic doc, renews prescriptions, etc. They’re in the offices M-F. On weekends you go to a hospital (Czechs may know about places with weekend hours that I just haven't looked for).
When I went out last Sunday (also when I was injured) I was in seen in “ambulance”, which is the equivalent, it seems, of US non-trauma emergency and has nothing to do with a mode of transportation! It’s (skeleton) staffed 24/7, each in their own department. I’m sure there are places which are like US ER setups – emergency vehicles, life-threatening situations, etc. – but I’ve only been on the “right” side of those doors, thank goodness. When I leaned on the counter and said “I’m sick”, I was sent to internal medicine. They make all the rest of the choices, sending me to x-ray, doing their own blood work. (Last time it was surgery, again with x-ray and then its own sonogram.)
I chose to return to Homolka Hospital both because of their reputation (for what I need) and their good English. Trust is one thing – a good thing to have; comfort level is another, and I needed it also. Czechs and their doctors are not used to (by their own admission) asking and answering questions. You know me well enough to know I certainly will have those. And it was only through some extended conversation that the doc really moved into the pneumonia sphere, primarily because of complicating symptoms. So once again, communication takes the prize!
Another thing Homolka has is a superb “Foreigners’ Reception” – yep, great English and wonderful attitudes, unfortunately also M-F. (It’s good next door at Motol Hospital, which is a major teaching hospital, also.) They shepherd me through each next step, very reassuring, especially when you’re feeling terrible.
Every poliklinika and hospital has a lekarna (chemist/pharmacy). They’re also “everywhere” to fill prescriptions, provide information and “special” over-the-counter cosmetic and/or health items, like the herbal teas. Not at all like CVS or WalMart.
As for money – my last visit cost 2180 Kcs ($120.84) everything included. It was interesting to see that on the invoice it stated how many degrees my docs have :-) I must add that I (and most of my colleagues) don’t even think in terms of USD since we don’t earn USD. (And often when making a purchasing decision I think in terms of how many classes I’d teach for that item.) You gotta admit, from the world I knew that price is a bargain!
Once again – I’ve gone on too long. I’m sure you can tell I’m fascinated by the medical world here, just wish I weren’t seeing it from the inside. But I can tell I’m on the mend – the very fact that I cared about and then could sit up to write this affirms that. I promise more later. And I hope you’re having a very interesting side trip while I’m taking this part of our journey together.
Peace and joy to you.
To make a long story short, last Sunday – in a really bad snowstorm which left things snarled for the next 3 days! – I got myself to the hospital (I’ll explain that later) where it seems I surprised even my doc. Another “once again” – I’ve been so fortunate with docs and treatment here. Older man with really good English, consulting in three fields, just happened to have the Sunday duty. After x-rays (roentgen) and a quick blood test, he confirmed I was really sick. Yup. Problem: no room in the inn. He strongly suggested the hospital next door (where I had my surgery), but since he left the door pretty widely ajar for me to come home, I of course did that. I'm glad I did, but it was a quite miserable week, just doing what he said to do and sleepingsleepingsleeping.
I was a little improved Friday, but yesterday seemed to be a turning point. Frankly, I miss some of the lovely hallucinations, both visual and musical! What a pity I had to get this old to “enjoy” those sensations.
I’ll taxi myself back out there today – once again it’s snowing – and get current readings. He prescribed only one week’s meds, which might be changed today, depending on progress. The new “twist” on the usual drugs: he also asked me to use an herbal tea just for pneumonia. Czechs are quite conversant with and reliant on herbal supplements; they are part of the regular “pharmacy” stock and are recommended in response to over-the-counter questions. And work!
I’m taking a o'nite bag with me – he said he might want me to stay this week. My brain wasn’t working – didn’t even occur to me until Saturday that I’d have received IV antibiotics there. Duh. The story till now: I’m doing fine, getting better, and still housebound!
My flatmate has been wonderful. Who knew he’d have three “home health aid” stints! My appreciation is unlimited! Besides being an all-round gentleman, he’s such an interesting person and great conversationalist. Once again – I’m blessed. And yes, I’m missing all my classes, right at exam time.
If you’re not interested in a few brief differences in Czech and US medical systems as I’ve experienced them, then skip to the end. I’m getting better and will be fine – and will write more soon.
If you are interested, here’s a rather disjointed personal commentary about how it works here. Of course I’ve been following some of the health care debates/concerns in both countries, of course I have very strong biases about it, and I’ve also been listening to quite a few of my students on the topic. As with every system, this one has its detractors and personal stories of dissatisfaction and problems. On the whole, I find it pretty workable and I’ve been very gratified with “all” my interactions.
First, yes I am insured. I have to have insurance to get a visa. (I’d rather not be using it, thank you very much!) I cannot have Czech insurance – it’s only for Czechs; Mine is from some large EU company that StJ works with/directs us to. Czechs usually pay 30 crowns ($1.66, today’s rate) to see a doctor. I pay everything upfront at a different rate, and then if the insurance allows it, I’m reimbursed. I also have a quite different charge for prescriptions than Czechs.
Very often, though not always, doctors are gathered at a “poliklinika” (pretty obvious translation), different offices, most specialties represented it seems. I have a “GP” (ok-but-not-good English) as my basic doc, renews prescriptions, etc. They’re in the offices M-F. On weekends you go to a hospital (Czechs may know about places with weekend hours that I just haven't looked for).
When I went out last Sunday (also when I was injured) I was in seen in “ambulance”, which is the equivalent, it seems, of US non-trauma emergency and has nothing to do with a mode of transportation! It’s (skeleton) staffed 24/7, each in their own department. I’m sure there are places which are like US ER setups – emergency vehicles, life-threatening situations, etc. – but I’ve only been on the “right” side of those doors, thank goodness. When I leaned on the counter and said “I’m sick”, I was sent to internal medicine. They make all the rest of the choices, sending me to x-ray, doing their own blood work. (Last time it was surgery, again with x-ray and then its own sonogram.)
I chose to return to Homolka Hospital both because of their reputation (for what I need) and their good English. Trust is one thing – a good thing to have; comfort level is another, and I needed it also. Czechs and their doctors are not used to (by their own admission) asking and answering questions. You know me well enough to know I certainly will have those. And it was only through some extended conversation that the doc really moved into the pneumonia sphere, primarily because of complicating symptoms. So once again, communication takes the prize!
Another thing Homolka has is a superb “Foreigners’ Reception” – yep, great English and wonderful attitudes, unfortunately also M-F. (It’s good next door at Motol Hospital, which is a major teaching hospital, also.) They shepherd me through each next step, very reassuring, especially when you’re feeling terrible.
Every poliklinika and hospital has a lekarna (chemist/pharmacy). They’re also “everywhere” to fill prescriptions, provide information and “special” over-the-counter cosmetic and/or health items, like the herbal teas. Not at all like CVS or WalMart.
As for money – my last visit cost 2180 Kcs ($120.84) everything included. It was interesting to see that on the invoice it stated how many degrees my docs have :-) I must add that I (and most of my colleagues) don’t even think in terms of USD since we don’t earn USD. (And often when making a purchasing decision I think in terms of how many classes I’d teach for that item.) You gotta admit, from the world I knew that price is a bargain!
Once again – I’ve gone on too long. I’m sure you can tell I’m fascinated by the medical world here, just wish I weren’t seeing it from the inside. But I can tell I’m on the mend – the very fact that I cared about and then could sit up to write this affirms that. I promise more later. And I hope you’re having a very interesting side trip while I’m taking this part of our journey together.
Peace and joy to you.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
A Joyous New Year to you
And where did 2009 go? Life seems to be on fast forward most of the time. And it doesn’t wait for me to gather my thoughts, savor my impressions, and/or simply catch up with myself.
Yes, it’s been a busy, eventful, fulfilling year. Yep, there are more wrinkles in my face, and yes, more smiles. I am continuously amazed at the gift of health which allows me to walk around this beautiful town, spend time with my marvelous students, and enjoy my new friendships. Most of all, it’s been a year in which every single day had something – big, little, conscious, subconscious, or even in-your-face – to remind me how very blessed I am. For that I stay in a continuous state of gratitude.
My biggest gift this year was having Matthew and Alex with me for Christmas – ten days of being together (even with some flu/colds) and just enjoying their company. What a high! The weather wasn’t cooperative but our spirits were. The Prague Zoo was the winner with us (included in Forbes best 10 in the world, someone else’s list of top 5) and we made three trips without seeing it all. The third trip was even more special, because I was with both grandsons (Dasa and Thomas are with her family for Christmas)! The boys are enjoying their cousinhood, and it was such a gift to see them together.
Here it is, ready or not – time for 2010. I’m no more ready for a new year this time than I have been in the past. Yet it always comes and brings its own special gifts.
One of the things I specially enjoy when talking with my students is comparing American and Czech sayings. There is almost always an equivalent idea, whether or not the animals used for reference or the elements being described are the same. I will close this note to you with the wish I received in a card from my boss. I don’t know an American way to express it – and I do wish it for you in 2010:
May you saddle your lions.
Yes, it’s been a busy, eventful, fulfilling year. Yep, there are more wrinkles in my face, and yes, more smiles. I am continuously amazed at the gift of health which allows me to walk around this beautiful town, spend time with my marvelous students, and enjoy my new friendships. Most of all, it’s been a year in which every single day had something – big, little, conscious, subconscious, or even in-your-face – to remind me how very blessed I am. For that I stay in a continuous state of gratitude.
My biggest gift this year was having Matthew and Alex with me for Christmas – ten days of being together (even with some flu/colds) and just enjoying their company. What a high! The weather wasn’t cooperative but our spirits were. The Prague Zoo was the winner with us (included in Forbes best 10 in the world, someone else’s list of top 5) and we made three trips without seeing it all. The third trip was even more special, because I was with both grandsons (Dasa and Thomas are with her family for Christmas)! The boys are enjoying their cousinhood, and it was such a gift to see them together.
Here it is, ready or not – time for 2010. I’m no more ready for a new year this time than I have been in the past. Yet it always comes and brings its own special gifts.
One of the things I specially enjoy when talking with my students is comparing American and Czech sayings. There is almost always an equivalent idea, whether or not the animals used for reference or the elements being described are the same. I will close this note to you with the wish I received in a card from my boss. I don’t know an American way to express it – and I do wish it for you in 2010:
May you saddle your lions.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Expectations - - -
Yep, I still exist, and I expect to continue to do so for some undetermined time. Certainly there have been conversations which turn to endings (of many things) lately, and those conversations are with others, not just myself! A wonderful NYT column recently reminded me that it is the fact of death – this life doesn’t go on forever – which gives meaning and definition to life. And there have been several tragedies among my friends recently, in a real meaning of the word, which have given me a heightened appreciation for the gift of life and the beauty of every day as well as the sadness of the unexpected, often sudden endings.
I still enjoy starting each day, and expect to continue to do so through the end of this “new” visa at a minimum. That would be September 2011. Frankly, it is difficult to imagine that time, because each day is such a gift, and most of the time I’m living each day one at a time. Once in a while I’ll tell myself I’m just plodding or trudging, but that’s when my feet and back are really tired, not my spirits. I know I will leave at some time, but for right now I am not making those plans. And I also know that leave taking could well come without being part of my plans. For now, what a joy to wake up in my comfy flat with a whole day of possibilities just waiting to be explored.
Great expectations still surround my teaching. There have been so many changes at StJ, the biggest of which is our merger with a much larger company. The company is very well managed, and its owner, a lively Czech in his mid-60s is really delightful and – wonder of wonders – personable. (That’s quite a change!) StJ is still a separate entity, still the same offices, still the same clients (with a lot of changes, many because of the economy), and quite a stable group of teachers. Best of all, I still have the same boss (Director of Studies) and my respect for him only grows. Problem: he’s been promoted to be in charge of all the teachers in the company (that’s 60 more and at a different location!) which means we’ll have fewer interactions with him. But I’m pleased for him. He’s great! I’m also so grateful for the good friends, American and Czech, who, like me, have taken new contracts. The StJ group remains different from most language schools – many of us are at least middle age (yeah, I passed that a long time ago) and there are only a few in their late twenties. We actually have a dress code, and there’s a lot of collective experience. .No “backpackers”, which is also comfortable.
As for my students – what an incredible group of people I get to mingle with each week – there are super expectations that this will only get better. I’ve been so excited to watch them study for and then pass difficult and various Cambridge exams, and this term I have several going for the most advanced ones! One of the best things is that I learn so much on multiple and diverse topics each week. Great conversations!
Today’s a day off and I expect to enjoy every minute of it. It’s more than that, however. It’s the 20th anniversary of the Velvet Revolution. I’m sure you know my personal connection with that event and perhaps have recognized that I’ve been digging into and appreciating Czech history for a long time, with more intensity and a lot of reading in the past couple years. Did you know that in the last 400 years – just to pick a date – the “Czech lands” have had only 57 years of self-government. That’s an incredible statement. One of people I admire greatly is Tomáš Masaryk, whose intelligence, wisdom and negotiations brought about the First Republic (1918-1938). He said it would take 50 years for a country to really become “solid”, my word for the idea. To think they’ve never had that. When talking about this with students yesterday, I told them they are now living in a record! Longest period yet. So yes, I expect to enjoy being part of this freedom (with its wacky politics, but then again - - - what’s that line about glass houses?) for some time to come.
Some unexpected events which are turning out just fine: my surgery this summer was totally successful and the Czech hospital experience was much better than I could have possibly expected. After getting myself all recuperated from that, however, I had a serious and unexpected fall at a tram stop (not my fault, by the way) which finally resulted in another hospital trip (outpatient). This was even better – super doctor, great English (and the American way – it’s definitely not Czech – of answering questions), and excellent help back to nearly full functioning. I could never have expected that I’d be doing all this walking, climbing (stairs and hills), hustling, and yes, plodding at this time in my life. Yep, I’ve had unexpected weight loss J and feel great.
Another expectation: I absolutely will spend more time on my Czech. I’m really ashamed that I’ve made so little progress in such a long time. But I’m pleased that I’m sticking with it. And I’m promising myself more effort outside of class. It’s embarrassing that I don’t do what I ask my students to do.
So – that’s a little of what’s been going on. My schedule this term brings longer days. I’m out of here most mornings at 7 a.m. and often do not return until at least 8 p.m. Frankly, I’m not real sure why it’s so much later this term, but at that time I have just about enough energy to close up the current day and get things together for the next one. It’s made a BIG difference in my emailing/blogging/general communication. Sorry.
My great expectation: I will continue to find all the little hidden treasures which are such a delight – a newly painted building (highlighting a date from somewhere in the 19th – or even 18th – century), the ivy covering an old, old wall turning a brilliant red in a fall which has been noticeably short of color and sunshine (I think we set a record for sunless days!), the almost painful glow of sunlight radiating from a rehabilitated, reconstructed building beginning its new life as a hotel, and best of all, the growing friendships which bring marvelous glimpses into personal histories of my students and friends. Yes, I expect it will continue and grow.
And I wish for you the joy of unexpected pleasures and treasures also. May your life be full of daily gifts.
I still enjoy starting each day, and expect to continue to do so through the end of this “new” visa at a minimum. That would be September 2011. Frankly, it is difficult to imagine that time, because each day is such a gift, and most of the time I’m living each day one at a time. Once in a while I’ll tell myself I’m just plodding or trudging, but that’s when my feet and back are really tired, not my spirits. I know I will leave at some time, but for right now I am not making those plans. And I also know that leave taking could well come without being part of my plans. For now, what a joy to wake up in my comfy flat with a whole day of possibilities just waiting to be explored.
Great expectations still surround my teaching. There have been so many changes at StJ, the biggest of which is our merger with a much larger company. The company is very well managed, and its owner, a lively Czech in his mid-60s is really delightful and – wonder of wonders – personable. (That’s quite a change!) StJ is still a separate entity, still the same offices, still the same clients (with a lot of changes, many because of the economy), and quite a stable group of teachers. Best of all, I still have the same boss (Director of Studies) and my respect for him only grows. Problem: he’s been promoted to be in charge of all the teachers in the company (that’s 60 more and at a different location!) which means we’ll have fewer interactions with him. But I’m pleased for him. He’s great! I’m also so grateful for the good friends, American and Czech, who, like me, have taken new contracts. The StJ group remains different from most language schools – many of us are at least middle age (yeah, I passed that a long time ago) and there are only a few in their late twenties. We actually have a dress code, and there’s a lot of collective experience. .No “backpackers”, which is also comfortable.
As for my students – what an incredible group of people I get to mingle with each week – there are super expectations that this will only get better. I’ve been so excited to watch them study for and then pass difficult and various Cambridge exams, and this term I have several going for the most advanced ones! One of the best things is that I learn so much on multiple and diverse topics each week. Great conversations!
Today’s a day off and I expect to enjoy every minute of it. It’s more than that, however. It’s the 20th anniversary of the Velvet Revolution. I’m sure you know my personal connection with that event and perhaps have recognized that I’ve been digging into and appreciating Czech history for a long time, with more intensity and a lot of reading in the past couple years. Did you know that in the last 400 years – just to pick a date – the “Czech lands” have had only 57 years of self-government. That’s an incredible statement. One of people I admire greatly is Tomáš Masaryk, whose intelligence, wisdom and negotiations brought about the First Republic (1918-1938). He said it would take 50 years for a country to really become “solid”, my word for the idea. To think they’ve never had that. When talking about this with students yesterday, I told them they are now living in a record! Longest period yet. So yes, I expect to enjoy being part of this freedom (with its wacky politics, but then again - - - what’s that line about glass houses?) for some time to come.
Some unexpected events which are turning out just fine: my surgery this summer was totally successful and the Czech hospital experience was much better than I could have possibly expected. After getting myself all recuperated from that, however, I had a serious and unexpected fall at a tram stop (not my fault, by the way) which finally resulted in another hospital trip (outpatient). This was even better – super doctor, great English (and the American way – it’s definitely not Czech – of answering questions), and excellent help back to nearly full functioning. I could never have expected that I’d be doing all this walking, climbing (stairs and hills), hustling, and yes, plodding at this time in my life. Yep, I’ve had unexpected weight loss J and feel great.
Another expectation: I absolutely will spend more time on my Czech. I’m really ashamed that I’ve made so little progress in such a long time. But I’m pleased that I’m sticking with it. And I’m promising myself more effort outside of class. It’s embarrassing that I don’t do what I ask my students to do.
So – that’s a little of what’s been going on. My schedule this term brings longer days. I’m out of here most mornings at 7 a.m. and often do not return until at least 8 p.m. Frankly, I’m not real sure why it’s so much later this term, but at that time I have just about enough energy to close up the current day and get things together for the next one. It’s made a BIG difference in my emailing/blogging/general communication. Sorry.
My great expectation: I will continue to find all the little hidden treasures which are such a delight – a newly painted building (highlighting a date from somewhere in the 19th – or even 18th – century), the ivy covering an old, old wall turning a brilliant red in a fall which has been noticeably short of color and sunshine (I think we set a record for sunless days!), the almost painful glow of sunlight radiating from a rehabilitated, reconstructed building beginning its new life as a hotel, and best of all, the growing friendships which bring marvelous glimpses into personal histories of my students and friends. Yes, I expect it will continue and grow.
And I wish for you the joy of unexpected pleasures and treasures also. May your life be full of daily gifts.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Keepin' on keeping on
“My” church bells are ringing once again – it’s the Sunday noon call to prayer and contemplation. And I am listening and paying attention. Time has been passing so quickly, filled with so much busy-ness, that I can scarcely keep up with it and I surely cannot begin to remember all that has happened. It is definitely time to take stock, to say thank you yet again, and to share with you (very overdue, I’ll certainly admit) even a little of what has been happening.
Another term has been completed, my third full term plus a summer term at StJ. I know I’m sounding like a broken record – and yes, I’m aware we don’t have those anymore – but my gratitude for being at this school in this wonderful town at this time only grows. Our latest big news is that the school was sold in May, with the new owner taking over July 1. For us, I believe it can only be a good thing although I am sure that, as with all mergers and acquisitions (glad I’ve lived through those before!) there will be some positive changes and some that will feel not quite so positive. We were purchased by a firm which already has a translation company and also teaches English to pre-school kids and secondary school students. StJ fills a gap in its services, and they give StJ a wider client base for marketing. One plus for us is that we may work when qualified in any of the companies. There are several of my colleagues who really would like to teach the preschoolers. More power to them! And I already have one of their employees who has requested me as a teacher. So yes, that’s some nice space to spread our wings.
And this is surely a time for wing spreading! The poor economy has made itself felt over here. All schools are feeling the pinch of contracts which haven’t been renewed, and some companies which usually offer summer classes to their employees took a pass this year. I’ve been so blessed – my schedule is as full as I could possibly wish, maybe even a bit more than I’d wish. I do keep quiet, however, about being busy because so many of my colleagues are barely making it.
I continue to love reading and hearing about Czech history, the Czech viewpoint on global happenings, and students’ views of “what’s next”. I also continue to enjoy and be grateful for the superb conversations about life, literature, families, traditions, and our similarities and differences which happen nearly every day. Somtimes it is difficult to know who's the student and who's the teacher. And I do keep up with at least the main headlines of US news (sometimes with pain, sometimes with shame, always with concern for my friends and family and all those in such difficult situations).
I’ve now have experience with Czech medical care, very positive to say the least. Had surgery on my foot three weeks ago. All went very well. I was at Motol Hospital (for anyone interested in an internet search) almost always with an English speaker “assigned” to me – and that includes my orderly, entertaining me all the way to the OR :-) How do you know I wasn’t in an American hospital? I received a refund at checkout! Can you believe it! I took two weeks off from teaching and have been using taxis a bit as I returned. I am down to one “stick” instead of two, and am very eager to get on with life. I feel old and very clumsy at this point! Several of my students have been on holiday and a couple others have been coming to my flat to save me the trip. I hope to be at full tilt very soon.
More gratitude – this time for my terrific new flatmate. Thomas left the second week of May and Mark, a colleague who had also become a friend, moved in the third week! I couldn't have dreamed a better change. Mark's a Chicago native, mid-40s author, superb photographer, and all-round great guy. I’m certain he had no idea what he signed on for! He’s been so helpful and such a great conversationalist during this period at home. Never goes out without asking if I need something, has cooked some marvelous suppers, loaned me a couple super books to read, and just generally been such a gentleman. I know he’s pleased with his part of the flat and the super location. We even have our version of an herb garden growing on our kitchen table and refrigerator. Once again it is amazing how everything fell in place for each of us at just the right time.
It will be wonderful to regain mobility. I’ve been missing excursions, “photo ops,” and new perspectives. I’m eager to begin working again on my students’ lists of recommended sites and events. Will say that our weather hasn’t been conducive to wandering around either. It’s been very cold for July, exceedingly wet for anytime. We’ve had a few hot days and frankly, I do prefer bundling up, if only I didn’t also need an umbrella. Count on it – you’ll hear about it when I’m again out and about.
My next “big” event will be visa renewal. Again, my how time flies. . . . This one can be for two years. Who would have thought all that time ago that I’d be blessed with celebrating this stage of life in this place. Once more, you’ll know when it’s completed. The upside – I won’t have to wait in the freezing cold mid-winter predawn!
Czech class continues to be a real challenge. Our teacher is great, and our small dedicated band of 7 opted to share the cost of paying her during the summer. Part of today must be given over to studying. Had no clue how much more difficult that could become with each birthday. Oh well, I can say and understand a little, and hope that before long it will be much more. Sylvie (the teacher) assures us that if we stick with it we’ll be just fine (that’s certainly not the same as fluent or even conversational!) within a year. Besides learning a little Czech I’m learning a lot of empathy for my students. And they admit to being glad they were born Czech and have to learn English.
I hope you are having challenges and rewards, new perspectives, and continued opportunities to find silver linings in this time of multiple clouds. What a grand time to be alive, each of us in our “right” space.
Another term has been completed, my third full term plus a summer term at StJ. I know I’m sounding like a broken record – and yes, I’m aware we don’t have those anymore – but my gratitude for being at this school in this wonderful town at this time only grows. Our latest big news is that the school was sold in May, with the new owner taking over July 1. For us, I believe it can only be a good thing although I am sure that, as with all mergers and acquisitions (glad I’ve lived through those before!) there will be some positive changes and some that will feel not quite so positive. We were purchased by a firm which already has a translation company and also teaches English to pre-school kids and secondary school students. StJ fills a gap in its services, and they give StJ a wider client base for marketing. One plus for us is that we may work when qualified in any of the companies. There are several of my colleagues who really would like to teach the preschoolers. More power to them! And I already have one of their employees who has requested me as a teacher. So yes, that’s some nice space to spread our wings.
And this is surely a time for wing spreading! The poor economy has made itself felt over here. All schools are feeling the pinch of contracts which haven’t been renewed, and some companies which usually offer summer classes to their employees took a pass this year. I’ve been so blessed – my schedule is as full as I could possibly wish, maybe even a bit more than I’d wish. I do keep quiet, however, about being busy because so many of my colleagues are barely making it.
I continue to love reading and hearing about Czech history, the Czech viewpoint on global happenings, and students’ views of “what’s next”. I also continue to enjoy and be grateful for the superb conversations about life, literature, families, traditions, and our similarities and differences which happen nearly every day. Somtimes it is difficult to know who's the student and who's the teacher. And I do keep up with at least the main headlines of US news (sometimes with pain, sometimes with shame, always with concern for my friends and family and all those in such difficult situations).
I’ve now have experience with Czech medical care, very positive to say the least. Had surgery on my foot three weeks ago. All went very well. I was at Motol Hospital (for anyone interested in an internet search) almost always with an English speaker “assigned” to me – and that includes my orderly, entertaining me all the way to the OR :-) How do you know I wasn’t in an American hospital? I received a refund at checkout! Can you believe it! I took two weeks off from teaching and have been using taxis a bit as I returned. I am down to one “stick” instead of two, and am very eager to get on with life. I feel old and very clumsy at this point! Several of my students have been on holiday and a couple others have been coming to my flat to save me the trip. I hope to be at full tilt very soon.
More gratitude – this time for my terrific new flatmate. Thomas left the second week of May and Mark, a colleague who had also become a friend, moved in the third week! I couldn't have dreamed a better change. Mark's a Chicago native, mid-40s author, superb photographer, and all-round great guy. I’m certain he had no idea what he signed on for! He’s been so helpful and such a great conversationalist during this period at home. Never goes out without asking if I need something, has cooked some marvelous suppers, loaned me a couple super books to read, and just generally been such a gentleman. I know he’s pleased with his part of the flat and the super location. We even have our version of an herb garden growing on our kitchen table and refrigerator. Once again it is amazing how everything fell in place for each of us at just the right time.
It will be wonderful to regain mobility. I’ve been missing excursions, “photo ops,” and new perspectives. I’m eager to begin working again on my students’ lists of recommended sites and events. Will say that our weather hasn’t been conducive to wandering around either. It’s been very cold for July, exceedingly wet for anytime. We’ve had a few hot days and frankly, I do prefer bundling up, if only I didn’t also need an umbrella. Count on it – you’ll hear about it when I’m again out and about.
My next “big” event will be visa renewal. Again, my how time flies. . . . This one can be for two years. Who would have thought all that time ago that I’d be blessed with celebrating this stage of life in this place. Once more, you’ll know when it’s completed. The upside – I won’t have to wait in the freezing cold mid-winter predawn!
Czech class continues to be a real challenge. Our teacher is great, and our small dedicated band of 7 opted to share the cost of paying her during the summer. Part of today must be given over to studying. Had no clue how much more difficult that could become with each birthday. Oh well, I can say and understand a little, and hope that before long it will be much more. Sylvie (the teacher) assures us that if we stick with it we’ll be just fine (that’s certainly not the same as fluent or even conversational!) within a year. Besides learning a little Czech I’m learning a lot of empathy for my students. And they admit to being glad they were born Czech and have to learn English.
I hope you are having challenges and rewards, new perspectives, and continued opportunities to find silver linings in this time of multiple clouds. What a grand time to be alive, each of us in our “right” space.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Running in Circles
Contrary to appearances, I have not dropped off the map! I'm still right here in this lovely, nearly magical kingdom. I am, however, recovering from such a rush of work and total blackout of my computer that this has been a very long time coming. Sorry for the silence.
First the rush of work - - - this is exam time. I don't know why I let it it take me by surprise, but I guess that is probably true to form. And of course, I've made multiple resolutions about how I will do it differently next time. (And next time, hopefully, I won't be "under the weather" for the whole period. Thank goodness I am, at very long last, feeling like myself again, just in time to launch into the new term. And there's a rumor that spring is coming. Hooray!)
Exams are an interesting phenomenon at StJ and most of the other schools around here. I certainly understand why the school promises client companies they will be kept informed regarding their employees' progress. I've had moments of almost/nearly/possibly offering to put a course together for the school to offer to various HR departments about how they could get the most for their dollars. Now, I'm not quite that foolish, but it is a bit disturbing to see little things which would be relatively easy to "fix" and which would make for a better experience for everyone (selfishly, I would add, me included). Be that as it may, the big yard- or meterstick is grades for all students in January and June. First, of course, for some of the classes it is a DIY (the "Y" being me!) project. At least this time I knew to collect material for that. Others are required by their companies to take a standardized exam written by the school. Easier at the front end, more difficult on the other. And then there is the grading, the explaining, and entering lots and lots of data into the school's database. Because it was just upgraded, we also had to enter extra reports on all students. O.K. -- lots of work, but that's just part of the job.
Sorta -- in the middle of it all the "new and improved" DB decided it didn't like my computer, and shut me down completely. It wasn't just the i'net I was missing, as has happened so often before. It was the whole thing. All I had was a screen showing that I was beginning a reply to an email -- only the reply box was black. Talk about frustrating -- or not talking about it would be better! Anyhow, thanks to the magic of technology and the wizardry of my incredible NC computer man, I am now back up and running!
It's all come together in a perfect combination -- exams and reporting completed, good health in spite of all the germs flying around the trams and metro, and a fresh start with some current students as well as a new beginning with a couple very interesting students. What a great time!
Then a great weekend to enjoy the freedom! Yesterday morning was my Czech class. Oh, it is not easy! I never thought it would be, but it's especially difficult when I give time to exams and health instead of homework! And yes, I have enormous empathy for my students. Fortunately, I had a realistic picture of life before I started Czech lessons -- we all work and we all have other obligations. And now I not only can can understand just not being able to fit in homework but also with why some parts of our grammar are so difficult for Czechs to learn. Our teacher is SO good, and is moving to Majorca soon to be in the same country as her husband. Great idea for them, not great for us! I've learned so many things from her, not just some of the language.
Mid-afternoon was the start of another great party. My T'giving party friend hosted a "Mid-winter Blues" party. What fun, what great food in enormous quantities (yes, I did my part to cut down the amount of leftovers!), what a marvelous way to spend a Saturday.
Now it's time to play a bit of catch-up and get ready to see a movie with a Czech colleague. We're going to The Curious Story of Benjamin Button, which is, I've heard, an F. Scott Fitzgerald story. I've also heard it's VERY long. So much for the rest of this day - - -
I've made a "starter" list of places to go / things to do when the weather is a bit more hospitable. And slowly I'm gathering folks who say "I'd love to go there with you." Just little one-day leave-in-the-morning, explore the town, return-in-the-evening excursions. Of course I'll "take you along with me." Until we start that, you just know I can't keep from telling you about this marvelous town. Yes, I'm happier than ever here. Yes, it's a wonderful life! And yes, I know there'll be more to share as I move into a more normal routine. Until then, I wish you joy, wonder, and good health in all your daily travels.
First the rush of work - - - this is exam time. I don't know why I let it it take me by surprise, but I guess that is probably true to form. And of course, I've made multiple resolutions about how I will do it differently next time. (And next time, hopefully, I won't be "under the weather" for the whole period. Thank goodness I am, at very long last, feeling like myself again, just in time to launch into the new term. And there's a rumor that spring is coming. Hooray!)
Exams are an interesting phenomenon at StJ and most of the other schools around here. I certainly understand why the school promises client companies they will be kept informed regarding their employees' progress. I've had moments of almost/nearly/possibly offering to put a course together for the school to offer to various HR departments about how they could get the most for their dollars. Now, I'm not quite that foolish, but it is a bit disturbing to see little things which would be relatively easy to "fix" and which would make for a better experience for everyone (selfishly, I would add, me included). Be that as it may, the big yard- or meterstick is grades for all students in January and June. First, of course, for some of the classes it is a DIY (the "Y" being me!) project. At least this time I knew to collect material for that. Others are required by their companies to take a standardized exam written by the school. Easier at the front end, more difficult on the other. And then there is the grading, the explaining, and entering lots and lots of data into the school's database. Because it was just upgraded, we also had to enter extra reports on all students. O.K. -- lots of work, but that's just part of the job.
Sorta -- in the middle of it all the "new and improved" DB decided it didn't like my computer, and shut me down completely. It wasn't just the i'net I was missing, as has happened so often before. It was the whole thing. All I had was a screen showing that I was beginning a reply to an email -- only the reply box was black. Talk about frustrating -- or not talking about it would be better! Anyhow, thanks to the magic of technology and the wizardry of my incredible NC computer man, I am now back up and running!
It's all come together in a perfect combination -- exams and reporting completed, good health in spite of all the germs flying around the trams and metro, and a fresh start with some current students as well as a new beginning with a couple very interesting students. What a great time!
Then a great weekend to enjoy the freedom! Yesterday morning was my Czech class. Oh, it is not easy! I never thought it would be, but it's especially difficult when I give time to exams and health instead of homework! And yes, I have enormous empathy for my students. Fortunately, I had a realistic picture of life before I started Czech lessons -- we all work and we all have other obligations. And now I not only can can understand just not being able to fit in homework but also with why some parts of our grammar are so difficult for Czechs to learn. Our teacher is SO good, and is moving to Majorca soon to be in the same country as her husband. Great idea for them, not great for us! I've learned so many things from her, not just some of the language.
Mid-afternoon was the start of another great party. My T'giving party friend hosted a "Mid-winter Blues" party. What fun, what great food in enormous quantities (yes, I did my part to cut down the amount of leftovers!), what a marvelous way to spend a Saturday.
Now it's time to play a bit of catch-up and get ready to see a movie with a Czech colleague. We're going to The Curious Story of Benjamin Button, which is, I've heard, an F. Scott Fitzgerald story. I've also heard it's VERY long. So much for the rest of this day - - -
I've made a "starter" list of places to go / things to do when the weather is a bit more hospitable. And slowly I'm gathering folks who say "I'd love to go there with you." Just little one-day leave-in-the-morning, explore the town, return-in-the-evening excursions. Of course I'll "take you along with me." Until we start that, you just know I can't keep from telling you about this marvelous town. Yes, I'm happier than ever here. Yes, it's a wonderful life! And yes, I know there'll be more to share as I move into a more normal routine. Until then, I wish you joy, wonder, and good health in all your daily travels.
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